My story started long ago as a neither nor child in south central Los Angeles. I always felt I didn’t fit in. It was said, I would never marry, meet a man who would lead me to drug addiction and destroy my life, it all came true. When my mom was pregnant she had her palm read and that was the prophesy. I think I was cursed from the womb that day.
My childhood was beautiful. Though we were poor, it was rich in the truth of Gods love. I finished school and had my first child soon after. I was talented, smart, and beautiful. I had the vision of life and success before me. I attended college for a period, ,but economics did not allow me to continue.
After leaving school I started working with various bands. I put food on the table and traveled. It was the most exciting time of my life. My mom always supported my talents of music and dance. She died suddenly when I was that young woman. I don’t think I ever dealt with her death, the pain is tucked away somewhere. She taught me to believe in my dreams and myself. I've always wondered if she had lived, would things have turned out differently. Soon after her death I met the man who was spoken over me as a child. Though mom knew God, she must have dabbled in the occult. I feel I’ve live the curse until this day. I’m not sure when I lost my way. I only know that I did.
I bare three children by this man. By the time my youngest was four, the many years of mental and physical abuse had taken its toll on me. I lost my children to the system. I spiraled into the streets of homelessness and addiction. My first love of music was lost throughout all of this.
Through the grace of God after many years I was restored to sobriety and the demons are at bay that still lurk about. I am a mature woman today, and I do dare to embrace my passion once again. My mission is a journey of passionate love to share the truth of GOD LOVE and healing power through song.. Today I am Gustoluv
Gods Ultimate Satisfying TOtal Love Until Victory.